my anxiety is kicking in. my sanity is slipping away. i want all this to be over. i want to continue feeling numb. i want to start anew. i’m scared. i’m failing my self. i’m failing my parents.
i hate this. i hate how they’re casually bringing up the topic. throwing stupid words. giving careless comments. they’re making me so angry. stop it. i don’t want to result to distancing myself from others again. stop it. my patience is running thin. if this doesn’t stop i’ll stop talking everyone.stop talking like you know everything. stop. just stop. pls.